Lovesick Blues

[Idiappam]

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º¢¾Ã¢Â ¦¿ïºõ ͼ§Ã þÉ¢Ô¨É ÁÈôÀ¾¢ø¨Ä..
¸¾È¢¼ ¨Åò¾¡ö ¸É¢§Â Å¡úŢɢ º¢ÈôÀÐñ§¼¡?
--- Lovesick Idiappam

[pavalamani pragasam]

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[xlntbarani]

kavidhai... neela - azagu




aanaalum.. indha pakkathai thirakkaiyil(open)
en kannil patta mudhal variyaal - variyil
naan adhirndhean
enbadhu marukka iyalaa unmey...


- idhayathil ezudhiya uRavugal iRappadhillai -
- baraniidharaa

[Idiappam]

Thank you Madam PP.

Perhaps that's not really 'lovesick'- more of a crisis!

aanaalum.. indha pakkathai thirakkaiyil(open)
en kannil patta mudhal variyaal - variyil
naan adhirndhean
enbadhu marukka iyalaa unmey...

muthal variyaal ungalukku En athirchi?

I got the first line in a Tamil Picture message sent to my phone via sms, last night.

So, I wrote the rest and sent it back as reply. With a copy to Forumhub....

- idhayathil ezudhiya uRavugal iRappadhillai -
- baraniidharaa

Explain your athirichi please!

[schnappi]

en kAthal thOzi
em kAthal thOlvi
manathu orE kELvi
kAthal enna vELvi

Idiappam You know for sure: pOnAl pOkaddum pOdA

[Idiappam]

Idiappam You know for sure: pOnAl pOkaddum pOdA

Cannot da! Heart not hard!

[schnappi]

I ran away to Sri Lanka telling because of the Tsunami but the real reason I only knew. For a couple of weeks, yes, I was busy with those who were left alone. Left alone by their mothers and fathers, daughters and sons. They are gone. Gone forever in the wave of no return.

I thought I run away from her but she followed me. Every morning when I opened my eyes, she was there but not beside me. Every evening when I said good night, she was there but not beside me.

Yes, she was there, I saw her face, I saw her smile, I heard her voice but she was not there. I felt her skin, smelt her sweat, touched her breasts, how bad I realized that my pillow was wet. How I wished she were there.

It was dark, everything quiet and all so calm except some snore.
I looked arround. The white skin, the pinky face I was used to, what an idiot I am, what I'm lookin for?

"rAsAththi unnai kANAtha nenju kAththAdipOl Aduthu
pozuthAki pOchchu, viLakkEththiyAchchu, ponmAne unnai thEduthu"

I heard this song for the very first time. How I damned myself for not understanding this tongue.
Why a such song touched my heart, squeezed my soul and made me blue?
When I came back, I sang this song, she did feel to whom I belong and the real truth is that I am still blue.

Idiappam,
I still consult a psychologist once a month. Doctors say that it takes about the Time together divided by two to overcome. Yes, we shall overcome one day. In my case still 4 more years to go.
Nothing helps, Idiappam, nothing. You only need some one to talk to, all the time, though they are not really interested. You only have to talk, talk, talk and sing, sing and sing. The tears should run. They are meant for crying.

People in SL told me to marry one girl from SL because the white are not good anyway. Do they really know the whites, the yellow, the red and the black? Utter BS it is.
There was a girl telling me that each and every pot has its lid and that there are a lot of souls there whom I could enable a better life. Yes I could perhaps enable a better life than in SL but love? Don't they have the right to be loved I asked. She only wished me well.

[Idiappam]

Nothing helps, Idiappam, nothing. You only need some one to talk to, all the time, though they are not really interested. You only have to talk, talk, talk and sing, sing and sing. The tears should run. They are meant for crying.

Thank you buddy.. Talk? But..

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À¡÷츢ýÈ ¸ñÏìÌô À¡¨¾§Â ±ø¨Ä! - ¿£¨Ã
®÷츢ýÈ §ÅÕìÌ ®Ã§Á ¦¾¡ø¨Ä!
Å£÷¦¸¡ñ¼ Áɾ¢§Ä Å£ÃÓõ þø¨Ä! - þÉ¢
¡÷즸ýÚ ¦º¡øÖ§Åý º£÷¦¸¡ñ¼ ¦º¡ø¨Ä?

-- Still Lovesick Idiappam

[pavalamani pragasam]

ÐÂÃò¨¾Ôõ ¿ÂÁ¡¸ ¦º¡øÖõ «Æ§¸ «ÆÌ!

[Idiappam]

Thank you madam!

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-- "missing you" Idiappam