Bipolar, getting crushes or infatuations is a normal thing..the thing is you are feeling abit too insecure about your crush and letting your feelings take over you..relax and let us take it slowly.

Let us remember that there is no sin in talking to a girl whom we like. Its our feelings and we cant hide it in forever or else we will feel more nervous..more insecure and it will eventually make us "weak" in handling such situations.

Just start off with a simple hi...how are you and imagine your crush to be like your mother. It will be tough if you see your crush as a stranger so its best you think of someone close to your heart as her to help with your confidence during speech. While you start talking you will slowly be able to move on to your subject without trouble as the toughest stage is just getting to talk to her.

If a girl feels awkward because you talked to her..it does not mean she feels you are bad or anything. It is either that they feel uncomfortable by the way you talk nervously or they too might be having feelings about you. If a girl thinks your bad she will avoid you and abit more angry when she starts a coversation so dunt be too hasty to conclude that she thinks your bad.

Trying to write her a letter might work..but the thing is you will still feel uncomfortable when you see her face to face
as in your speech will sound very nervous. It is best you talk this out with her. As i said just think of her like your mother or someone you have known for a long time and it will not disturb your speech with her.

First relax and remember that the reason why you feel like your bad is because your feeling abit tensed and insecure about not being able to talk to her...do not let your feelings get to you..think of happier things and perhaps try to have abit more lighter and happier approach to your crush...i assure you it will help you.

Hope your crush will succeed into love..all the best Bipolar